I Know it..

Her uncle texted me just few ours ago, firstly, he said that "you are committing an ofence by encouraging a minor into a personal relationship" also saying that "if you do not take this matter seriosly then you will force me to take action that you will regret" threating me, i know. (grave threat?) "I know where to find you" he added and mentioned some names with thier affiliation. i was shock, not because of those words, but because, i replied his first txt politely and i expected a good conversation with him. So, i asked him what to do to stop this thing, he replied "you will with immediate STOP HARASSING %*^%$ ))* #@%*&$" Harassing? I don't know about that thing. Maybe if loving someone else is the concept of harassing, then, we are all harassing our love ones? Again, i do not hARAss anyone. He is trying to scare me which in fact he can approach and talk about anything with me some what like a professional talking to a boy (college student) with a little respect at least. It hurts me. With his last text, he said again "Remember, I know where to find you". Like talking to a child that is so scared of monsters. I respect him, and understand his role as a guardian, i know how it feels being a parent to have your 17 year-old daughter doing what she must not suppose to do. What i really could not understand was, why would he must scare me with those words as if i am a fool? I gave him my words not because of those threats he said but because i do not want my family to know it to avoid disagreement even though i know i didn't do anything wrong. That man, he talked to me as if he had not been a teen-ager.

I Know it..

My girl,

I don't have any idea kung ano nanyari. Again, all i know is that you are not fine. Please, if thinking of me makes your tear fall, then, think of me no more. Yes, I am not happy when you informed me about it, but i would more than be unhappy knowing that you are hurt because of me. then, just follow what they would say if it is only for your own sake.

For the second time, please, if thinking of me makes your tear fall, then, think of me no more. GOOD BYE!!!

Why?

2 days ago, she sent me a msg. that really kick the happiness out of me! it hurts me. My heart beats suddenly became abnormal. I wanna talk to her, but how? What have i done wrong? She said she would explain everything in her blog, but i know nothing about her blog address. I know she's not fine, even though i wish she must.

A night that day, even though how hard i tried to sleep, i just really couldn't. Everytime i tried, the questions "Anong kasalanan ko? Ano kayang problema?" bother me. Maybe it's them that disagreed of having her with boyfriend. I am not mad with them, not even a slight negation. From the first place, it's thier obligation, truly.

If this is the end, i wouldn't be glad receiving it, unless she would be more than happy with it. Once again, i was put to the test, i bet i could out-run this like a beast without ay feeling. This is the end, I know.