Is it me?

-On our afternoon period yesterday, my friend suffered from asthma. We panicked when the whole body of her become numbed that she couldn't even open her eyes, couldn't even utter any word-and don't have enough strength to move any part of her body, catching her breath as if the earth is running out of oxygen--chronic, i guess. Fatigue b'cause of our P.E. class late morning that same day triggered it all. The clinic is a kilometer and a half away from our department and haven't had any first aid kit closer. As the only guy during that time, I lifted her and almost running (but just couldn't for she is a bit heavy), we went on the clinic. I felt so sorry for what had happened and at the same time, a bit guilty. For i think that she got tired when she do me a favor, teaching dance steps during our P.E. class... So (un-)gentleman I have been that day i guess. She just been admitted at the hospital last week because of the same problem and yesterday was her first day of going back to school supposedly, but have been brought again to hospital b'cause of it. Hope she's doing well right now already...