I really miss her that i can't keep myself away of writing anything about her. I got plenty pictures of her, but all of those pictures i have were taken when she was still here. I don't want those recent pics. of her coz it seems to me she is no longer the girl that i've known. I wanna be stocked in the time that i am seeing her walking toward the gate so fast coz she is already late, seeing her eating whenever i am looking on her seat behind me, seeing her smile when i am sitting beside her and stare at her eyes, writing on her notebook without her permission-because only during those times i can feel the true happiness. I miss making her feel how much i love her not through the words but by action.I miss pretending in front of her that i don't love her but in fact i really really do.
Before, it hurts me that when someone sees her picture on my wallet or on my phone and ask me "Who is she?". Sometimes i can't really say the truth coz i am afraid that they might not believe me that i've got someone like her that loves me. but slowly turns my back and whisper "She's my Girlfriend". Coz i am afraid...
As time passes by, i already have the guts, ngayon pa na hindi na kami!!! We already broke up. It's still sad.
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